I Hate Myself. I Hate My Past. I Feel Worthless. Can God Really Love Me?


This woman is pregnant. She does not want her baby. She doesn’t want to abort, but sees no other options.


She is awaiting the abortionist to take the baby. She has second thoughts, but goes through with it regardless. She is sad.

Praying woman hands

Later, she regrets what she has done. She wishes she could go back and undo the wrong she did. But she can’t. Through many tears, she confesses that it was wrong what she did, her heart aches, and she is sorry. She asks God to forgive her. She is repentant. And, she asks Jesus to be her Savior.


In her spirit, she feels pain, but there is a comfort she has never before felt. She senses a peace. Could it be true? Has she been forgiven? How could it be? What she did was so wrong, and so evil! She senses something, or someone, close to her heart, telling her it’s okay now.


Something happens. In her mind, she sees Jesus holding the baby she aborted. She has comfort because now she knows she will see her baby someday, and her baby is okay. She has been forgiven. And wow! She’s even thinking of it as ‘her’ baby! She’s never been able to do that before because ‘not’ thinking of ‘it’ as ‘a baby’ or ‘hers’ helped numb her feelings of hurt.

None of us will ever be good enough. But Jesus was. That’s why He died and rose again, so that we could someday kneel in the presence of God, and be saved from eternal death. Ask Jesus to be your Savior today. Believe in Him, and fall in love with Him, for He loves you! Waste no more time, because time is almost up. No matter what you have done, God can and will forgive you if you repent today. Ask God to forgive you and turn away from your sins. He loves you!

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John 3:16

About Lyn Leahz

Lyn Leahz is a journalist, radio show producer and host, author, as well as contributor to numerous alternative media news and opinion sites including her own site, Freedom Nation News. Of particular note, Lyn’s YouTube channel reaches nearly 200,000 subscriptions, having become one of YouTube’s leading channels on the varied topics associated with “the last days”. For example: a recent interview with author and Christian radio personality, Benjamin Baruch, has garnered over 483,000 views! Her program covers a broad spectrum of subjects: End-times events, spiritual warfare, personal and national repentance, as well as breaking news that speaks to the fulfillment of Bible prophecy. Lyn’s ministry skyrocketed after completing her first Christian fiction end-times’ novel, Soul Deceiver, in 2011 (available through Thomas Nelson, Westbow Press Publishing Company). Aside from her YouTube channel, Lyn has two radio shows on Leading Edge Radio Network: (1) “Out of the Darkness”, co-hosted with Benjamin Baruch, and (2) “The Lyn and Lisa ‘When Conspiracy Becomes Reality Radio Show’” (with her co-host Lisa Haven). She has interviewed numerous famous personalities like Christian-political artist Jon McNaughton, Brent Baum and Bruce Hall, Producers of the Finding Noah Film, Brett Creamer (also featured on Rick Wiles’ TruNews radio broadcast), 
Michael Snyder, author of the Economic Collapse Blog and End of the American Dream Website (recently featured on “The Jim Bakker Show”); as well as John Shorey, best selling author of The Window of the Lord’s Return, who has also been a frequent special guest on “The Jim Bakker Show” and “It’s Supernatural” produced by Sid Roth. She also has been featured in Prophecy In the News and will be speaking at the 2016 Prophecy In the News Annual Pike’s Peak Conference, as well as interviewing live on her youtube channel other prominent speakers attending the event. My websites: http://LynLeahz.com, http://freedomnationnews.com https://www.youtube.com/user/LynLeahz
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2 Responses to I Hate Myself. I Hate My Past. I Feel Worthless. Can God Really Love Me?

  1. Lyn Leahz says:

    That’s right. “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” John 3:16

  2. ptl2010 says:

    Jesus Christ is Lord of life and death – whether for unborn baby, sick and sinful person in prison, or someone with a dreadfully guilty conscience and suicidal. Jesus beckons to life as He says “I am the Way, the Truth and the Life, no man comes to the Father except by Me.”. Whatever your situation – facing physical, mental/emotional or spiritual death and hopelessness, reach out to Jesus today. He says to you “Come to Me all you who are heavy burdened and I will give you rest.” With that rest comes peace which passes all understanding, beyond what the world can offer you.. Accept His peace and rest today, you have struggled for too long. Jesus lovingly waits for you to come to Him. He wants to give you life only He can offer.

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