“I wish I hadn’t done(said) that.”

How many times can you admit to saying, “I wish I hadn’t done that.” or, “I wish I hadn’t said that.”? I could not count the times I’ve muttered those words.

There I was, sitting there afterwards. Guilty of doing something dumb or offensive or sinful. KNOWING FULL WELL what I did was wrong or neglectful or spiteful or vengeful or hurtful to another. Yes, the Holy Spirit convicted me before I acted. He told me what I was about to do was wrong. Knowing there would be repercussions for me, or hurt for someone else. AND I DID IT, OR SAID IT, ANYWAY!

Why do we do that? Why, when we know full well what we’re contemplating doing or saying is sinful, do we do it anyway?

Then after its over, whatever it was, I get pelted with guilt and shame and regret. Satan has a field day chastising me, telling me I’m not worthy and God’s not going to be happy with me.

Then, at times, I repent and tell God I’ll never do it again, knowing that I probably will.

It’s at that point I have to make a choice. I can help Satan beat up on me and guilt me into a dark place I don’t want to go. Or, I can confess my sin to God, whatever it was, and agree with Him that my sins tarnish the intimacy I have with Him. Then remind myself that God already forgave me that sin on the cross of Christ. Remind myself that I am forgiven and accepted fully as a precious child of the King. Realize that in and of myself I can not stop the sinning on my own. God is the only one who can remove sin from me as I surrender to Him and His sanctification process.

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About Steven Sawyer

God blessed me with the gift of writing. Mom told me I wrote paragraphs in second grade when others were learning to write sentences. I spent more than three decades in professional writing gigs. For the past eight years I've combined my passion for writing with my love for the Lord. He and I write a Christ-centered, family-friendly blog to glorify God Monday-thru Friday at https://stevensawyer.wordpress.com/. My wife and I have four grown children and two precious granddaughters we co-parent with their mom. I'm a Galatians 2:20 disciple of Christ seeking to allow Christ to live His life in me, through me, and as me.
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4 Responses to “I wish I hadn’t done(said) that.”

  1. ptl2010 says:

    Romans 7 19For I do not do the good I want to do. Instead, I keep on doing the evil I do not want to do. 20And if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. 21So this is the principle I have discovered: When I want to do good, evil is right there with me.…
    Regrets follow sin. The Holy Spirit moves us to regret, then confess, repent . We will not get stronger, cleaner, sanctified if we excuse ourselves each time we sin with the thought His grace is sufficient for me. We must decide to stop doing the wrong and stand firm on doing the right. Only then will we follow truth after God’s own heart. Let us do that.

    O Lord please renew my mind.

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